We have just had two very tough days.... Your dad was out of town with Susan and Heinrich and I had the girls for a day or so.... I could not leave because I was still at work and they could not wait for me to get home. I cannot give to much detail here but someday I I'll tell you everything..... Let's just say that your dad had a long conversation with Tarra from New Orleans - please read our Facebook email where I will I've you more info and your dad will also send you an email in the next few days.... He said that he believes in you and no matter what you can come home.... I know that we said that if you do some things wrong or if you leave to never come back.... Those or words that are easily said when you are not in that situation but when you are there they are the furthest from the truth that you can ever get.... You would always have a place in our house as you would always have a place in our hearts.
Rocky we have done a lot to find you - you have no idea. I know that you said for us to not spend money to look for you but it is like me telling you not to breath... It is just simply something that is not possible to do. We cannot stop looking.... In the last few days both your dad and I spoke with Tarra and we also spoke with your "big brother".... The one thing that stands out everywhere is how much people like you.... :-)
I know I have said this so many times but I would like to remind you again: We would like nothing more than for you to come home. We have so many things to resolve - and we have so many things to apologize for. We love you and we miss you so please please giVe us a call or let us know where you are and if you want we can get you home. Rocky, just so you know you got your scholarship so if you come home you can pay for your own classes... That way you can use you salary to rent a room somewhere if you decide that you don't want to stay with us.... I really think that it is important for you to finish college.... I know that I don't have the right to tell you what to do - but like I said before, if you want to provide for a wife and child(ren) some day, it is very important to finish college.... You are very talented and very very hard working so there is no doubt in my mind that you can get a good job and make good money but with a college degree you can get more money and an even better job.... Just something for you to consider.
You are very special to us, we love you very much and we really miss you...
Dad and Ma