Bring Rocky Home - 2012-03-15 - 10:00pm

I have written and deleted this posting about ten times.... nothing sounds good tonight; I guess what I am trying to say tonight is that we miss you so much and there is nothing more that we need in this world then for you to come home to us..... and remember, you call and we will come get you no matter where you are..... we don't want you away from us one minute longer than what is needed....

I go on my knees and pray to God every night that he will bring you home; or at least let you call us so we can come get you.....

Nothing can ever be good again unless you come home..... I have not been able to focus on work - read a book - scrapbook - or anything else like that..... You know what it means if I cannot scrapbook..... I try but then I think of the night you left and I am not having any fun working on anything.....

I was suppose to work until tomorrow evening but I was not feeling well this evening so I am going home early tomorrow morning... I am worried about your dad being home alone - really good that we have Susan, Heinrich and the girls - they look after him very well if I am not there..... Nicole really miss Stokkie - she cries often - just want to know if you are ok - do you have food to eat, etc.

One thing that you may not realize if that there are so many people that love you..... We all need you in our lives because it is just not the same without you....

We miss you more and more with every passing day......

Love you so much!!
Dad and Ma