Sad - Alone - Depressed - Bored - Mad (at himself) - Pretending (to be happy)....
Those are all words that I will use to describe your dad right now...... I don't want to start this week on a negative note because I believe that this is going to be a great week.
Rocky, I know the last few days (or maybe even weeks) I have been a little negative.... I am sorry about that..... When it comes to you I have nothing to be negative about..... You are always nice to people, you are very well mannered, you are kind, generous, neat, proud...... and many more comes to mind. It is also some of the things that might keep you from coming home...... There is an old song with the words "Oh Lord it is hard to be humble"..... How true that is... We are afraid to admit that maybe we reacted a little strong.... Or maybe we should have done this or that.... The thing that keeps us from admitting is most often not the fact that we overreacted.... it is our pride that gets in the way...
Your dad and I have been admitting to all that would hear that this is NOT YOUR FAULT, that we did not always do right by you..... If this is what is holding you back from coming home or talking with us, there are many ways to get by that, to not have to face the people at the college, one way would be to transfer to Tomball.....but unless you come home or at least contact us, we cannot help you...
We worry about you 24 hours a day 7 days of the week..... That means for the past 85 days we have not slept very much..... It is affecting every aspect of our lives...... people tell us: "Take care of yourselves"....... but how can we do that if we did such a bad job of taking care of you? We are not important at this stage... The only thing that matters is to find you and to bring you home......
Well - got to go but remember - we love you very much and we miss you something terrible.....
LOVE, HUGS and KISSES!!!
Dad and Ma
PS: Today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.....
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