It has been two weeks today - you would think that I will get used to this - I don't think I can EVER stop crying. We had steak tonight - I know how much you like that.... I always make enough just in case you decide to come home..... I could hardly eat thinking that you may be hungry. O my gosh this is tough......
I have had a few really bad things in my life - my dad was murdered - I thought that I would never get over that.... I never did and I never will - in stead I learned to live with it...... Last year my baby niece died... I never met her but I am so close to my sister that her pain was my pain.... I was so much part of her life even though she was thousands of miles away in South Africa. It was one of the hardest things that I thought I would ever have to face...... until now.... What makes it hard is the fact of not knowing....... I trust that you will make the right decision if the choice is yours to make - and I really believe that it is....
I was fortunate to meet someone that you went to college with and she opened my eyes to so many things. I don't know why she was put into my life - I have known her for about 24 hours now and I would like you to know that she has made me realize that you were even more special..... people that know you loves you..... You can really feel very proud of yourself....
If you are maybe worried about what would happen when you come home or when you call..... I can promise you that it is going to be life changing.... better than you could ever imagine.... You say the word and we will be there - no questions asked.... Our lives are just not the same without you....
We love you and we miss you!!
Dad and Ma
MY LIEFSTE SUSSIE EN SWAER EK WENS NET DAAR WAS MEER WAT EK KON DOEN VIR JULLE MAAR EK IS SO VER EN AL WAT EK KAN DOEN IS BID. ONS KAN NET VIR GOD VRA OM SY HAND VAN BEWARING OOR ROCKY TE HOU WAAR HY OOK AL IS. LIEF JULLE BAIE EN JULLE PYN IS OOK ONS PYN
ReplyDeleteVivian, Rocky and Peet......
ReplyDeleteThis is a song from Phil Wickman, I am dedicating it to you...
To the one who's dreams are falling all apart
And all you're left with is a tired and broken heart
I can tell by your eyes you think your on your own
but you're not all alone
Have you heard of the One who can calm the raging seas
Give sight to the blind, pull the lame up to their feet
With a love so strong he'll never let you go
oh you're not alone
You will be safe in His arms
You will be safe in His arms
'Cause the hands that hold the world are holding your heart
This is the promise He made
He will be with You always
When everything is falling apart
You will be safe in His arms
Did you know that the voice that brings the dead to life
Is the very same voice that calls you to rise
So hear Him now He's calling you home
You will never be alone
These are the hands that built the mountains
the hands that calm the seas
These are the arms that hold the heavens
they are holding you and me
These are hands that healed the leper
Pulled the lame up to their feet
These are the arms that were nailed to a cross
to break our chains and set us free
Keeping you all in prayer, love you, so very much !