All and all today was a good day - besides the fact that we still have no idea where you are. The one thing that I wish more than anything in this world is that the people that tried to help us today could in stead have been there for you.
There are so many strangers that is helping us to see if we can find you. We have tried Facebook, Twitter, Blogging, Police Websites, and who knows what else and still nothing. I will never give up hope but I have to say - I just wish everyday that you will walk in and everything will be ok..... If you come home you don't have to tell us where you were or what you did or even why you left if you don't want to - ALL WE CARE ABOUT RIGHT THIS MINUTE IS THAT YOU COME HOME!!!
1) I found an app on your phone - you downloaded the bible
2) You are a survivor - you have had a really hard life and despite it all you have become a great person
You have accomplished so much in such a short time and we are so proud of you. Maybe we pushed you to hard but what parent does not do that? They only want the best for their children. We will love you no matter what. You will have a home, you will have food, you will have love - no matter if you fail some of your courses. Of course we will never say that to you because no parent tell their child that it is OK to fail. But they don't stop loving or supporting you..... A parent's love is unconditional - We are first time parents to a 27 year old and you know what - it is just as hard for us as it is for you..... You have never given us any reason to doubt you. We really are very proud of you.
It has been raining for the past two weeks and I just have to wonder like so many nights before if you are warm enough and if you have enough food. I started off writing pages everyday but it is as if I have been drained and cannot write anymore. If you see this - I beg you - please come home!!! If you don't want to come home or feel that you are not ready - at least call or go to Heinrich and Susan - they have been helping us everyday and they would LOVE to have you.......
I hope that you can find it in your heart to fogive whatever we did wrong..... We love you and we hope that you feel the same!!